Why?

Why did you enter me, my aura, my soul, myself
I did not invite you, you invaded my walls of protection I had constructed around my emotions, and refused to leave
Why did you choose me when there were so many innocents to choose from?
You were lurking like a black widow, spinning and weaving your intricate web so carefully around me
I was eventually surrounded by your cunning, and offered myself as a pure sacrifice to the cult of your religion
I thought you were a saint, and found out you were atheist in your thoughts and actions
This revelation cut through me like a double-bladed knife, leaving a scar which will never heal
So tell me now, why me, my heart, my being, myself?
You have overstayed your welcome, and now I am asking you to leave me, so I can set about breaking free of your web.