YinYang

As I lay here, in my bed
I ponder how I came to meet you

The bending of every particle of probability and timing brought us together

Unbeknown to us
Fated

The purpose is unsure
A puddle of rainwater on a dark day
Murky, unclear, but deep and natural

The pull I feel similar to the attraction of the Earth on the Moon, a moth to a flame

You are my life, my orbit
You are the yin to my yan

I dance to your name.

Monday motivational - An unexamined life is not worth living - Socrates

Craziness

Happiness and craziness
Seem to go hand in hand

Never have I been so crazily in love and never before, so happy
Laughter explodes from my very soul, and permeates right through to the tip of my wrinkled nose!

It's been searched for, it's been spoken of, perhaps even yearned for 
Never before was it anticipated, expected, or achieved
Something similar was present, something similar ignited my being for years
I know now, that it was a fraud, a fake, and a ruse

This false happiness was no more than mediocrity
A false prophet, false promise and averageness

Now all is true. The laughs, the likes, the touches, the affection
And more than anything else, the light inside of me. Inside of my soul, inside of my heart and inside of my life

A light like no other. A truth like no other.
A man like no other. MY man

Thank you for being my truth and my torch in the night, my rainbow <3 

Monday motivational: I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel - Maya Angelou

You

Raw
Exposed
This is how you make me feel
Delirious
Protected
These things I feel too
Past hurts have a way of influencing future happiness
This is the truth
The bare truth. The cold truth
Love is too
And I love you
Let me love you, kiss you, hold you
Make you mine
Let me take the past and all that has hurt you and mould it into a future we both can cling to and nurture
Take my heart and do the same
Take all that I am and make me
Yours

Monday motivational: The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now - Chinese Proverb

Why?

Why did you enter me, my aura, my soul, myself
I did not invite you, you invaded my walls of protection I had constructed around my emotions, and refused to leave
Why did you choose me when there were so many innocents to choose from?
You were lurking like a black widow, spinning and weaving your intricate web so carefully around me
I was eventually surrounded by your cunning, and offered myself as a pure sacrifice to the cult of your religion
I thought you were a saint, and found out you were atheist in your thoughts and actions
This revelation cut through me like a double-bladed knife, leaving a scar which will never heal
So tell me now, why me, my heart, my being, myself?
You have overstayed your welcome, and now I am asking you to leave me, so I can set about breaking free of your web.

Tuesday motivational :) - The two most important days in your life are the day you are born and the day you find out why: Mark Twain